Just surviving!

Hey guys! Im really not kinda in myself these days, I feel so wrecked into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle. Im not into blogging these days, so the no updates. I am in no mood to be productive, feeling lazy, so non-reactive. I feel like running out of blood to pump into my heart and circulate them into my bod so I will continue living. Is this a signal that my doom is about to come? Really, my level of confidence is running low. Guys, what shall I do?